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Just call me Spencer. Everything on here is written by me. However I Laugh At Other People Mistakes. I Tend To Complicate The Most Simplest Things. Life Too Short So why Not Complicate Things. I may seem simple but yet im hard 2 figure out. Sucess is failure Why not turn it inside out? I give a fair fight In my book theres no reason to lose. Your failure is my success So what do you choose? POetry is what helps a flower fully bloom and develop. Its my way of spilling out emotions. I hope you enjoy my poems.

Wednesday, 2 December 2009

How im feeling

I really havent been feeling like myself lately.
I dont know what it is or whats going on within me
but a negative stream got me flowing with it.
Im constantly battling with myself to stay positive about anything
Basketball has always been my biggest motivation and love
& I feel like im giving up on that too. 
I know no one can do anything for me but shxt is just real hard.
Im constantly struggling and Im at the point where I really just 
want to give up. No motivation talk or anything. 
Its just hard an complicated. Im only writing this because i cant talk 
to no one because I doubt anyone will even understand. 
Writing is something i always fell back on when words couldnt come out
but its like im giving up on this too. 
ah! I know life is what yu make it but how can someone make the best 
when shxt feels all negative around them?


P.s & i always told myself never let them see you sweat because thats exactly what they want. Im not sweating but damn sure feel like it. I know ima get through this. 

1 comment:

ms. union`* said...

" defeat may test yu, it need not stop yu. If at first yu dont succeed, try another way. For every obstacle there is a solution. Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. The greatest mistake, is giving up "


-- Never forget, i'm always there for yu ;; with open arms, ears, and most of all an open heart *