I really havent been feeling like myself lately.
I dont know what it is or whats going on within me
but a negative stream got me flowing with it.
Im constantly battling with myself to stay positive about anything
Basketball has always been my biggest motivation and love
& I feel like im giving up on that too.
I know no one can do anything for me but shxt is just real hard.
Im constantly struggling and Im at the point where I really just
want to give up. No motivation talk or anything.
Its just hard an complicated. Im only writing this because i cant talk
to no one because I doubt anyone will even understand.
Writing is something i always fell back on when words couldnt come out
but its like im giving up on this too.
ah! I know life is what yu make it but how can someone make the best
when shxt feels all negative around them?
P.s & i always told myself never let them see you sweat because thats exactly what they want. Im not sweating but damn sure feel like it. I know ima get through this.

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" defeat may test yu, it need not stop yu. If at first yu dont succeed, try another way. For every obstacle there is a solution. Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. The greatest mistake, is giving up "
-- Never forget, i'm always there for yu ;; with open arms, ears, and most of all an open heart *
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