Suicidal

The crowd surrounds me as they realize my physical mistake.
Im sitting in an oven and they're letting me bake.
I was warned but my head was to far out
and now im lost tossing about.
Watch those around you is what several say
I walk with no caution, going the wrong way.
Situations changing and the picture is too
& now im unaware of what to do
True colors show when you have no air to grasp
And instead of being first you end up last.
Life moves to fast and time sometimes move slow
So when it comes to certain people you just have to let go
Instead of making things work 
You just gotta let it flow
But ever think about in order to flow
It's yourself you gotta let go.


P.s This is how some people feel before they become suicidal. Im not suicidal dont get the wrong impression its just writing from a different perspective. However, you have the learn to rise about the negatives in order to see a better tomorrow.