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Just call me Spencer. Everything on here is written by me. However I Laugh At Other People Mistakes. I Tend To Complicate The Most Simplest Things. Life Too Short So why Not Complicate Things. I may seem simple but yet im hard 2 figure out. Sucess is failure Why not turn it inside out? I give a fair fight In my book theres no reason to lose. Your failure is my success So what do you choose? POetry is what helps a flower fully bloom and develop. Its my way of spilling out emotions. I hope you enjoy my poems.

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

Some day I'll realize.




Chance, everyone always talks of chance including me 
If you dont take chance then one is less likely to see what could be. 
Chance, something i let slip away because instead of her 
you;re on my mind day to day.
The problem is my heart points one way 
whispering with yu is where it will stay.
Sometimes i want to go away, so you can see 
you cant always take advantage of me. 
It hurts me!
It hurts me to think about the past and we said forever we will last?
It hurts me to know that the one who loves me loves another the same way, 
but knowing this still i stay, 
and yu act as if im just some game you play
I dont want it to, but its on my mind up to this day. 
This pain is unpleasurable and I dont mean to throw it in your face 
but this shxt is something dat cant be erased.
I love you i swear i do 
its just hard to accept the fact and let it flow. 
but In my heart i know im nieve and eventually i'll just have to let you go. 


P.s sometimes the strongest thing to do is let go even if you dont want to. Like marilyn monroe said 
its better to be unhappy alone rather then unhappy with someone.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

WOWeRsZ!!! :)
Umm It semms like this individual really hurt you and it seems like it might still be hurting you a little bit. BUt like Keri said sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down, but just get back up when it knocks you down. Don't Trip cKuZZ iiN no time you'll find someone who wont hurt you like that.