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Just call me Spencer. Everything on here is written by me. However I Laugh At Other People Mistakes. I Tend To Complicate The Most Simplest Things. Life Too Short So why Not Complicate Things. I may seem simple but yet im hard 2 figure out. Sucess is failure Why not turn it inside out? I give a fair fight In my book theres no reason to lose. Your failure is my success So what do you choose? POetry is what helps a flower fully bloom and develop. Its my way of spilling out emotions. I hope you enjoy my poems.

Sunday, 9 May 2010

The mind is a dangerous tool

The mind is a dangerous tool, if you don't know that
try being in my shoes.


Dark shadows race once my eyes close,


the mind is a dangerous tool, is there anyone besides


me who knows?


When pain caresses the body rather then the hands


And your heart just crumbles up, further in


Smile, all you can do is smile


All you can do is smile because they won't know the difference


And there's a rare chance that you'll find somebody who


actually listens


How about those days when you cry but you can't understand why


But it's when you begin to sigh that the mind ends up keeping your


head high.


Destruction, and pain seems to get rid of it all,


And before you know it, blood begins to fall


Scars, bruises begins to find it's self a new home


Im telling you the mind is a dangerous tool


Specially when you're all alone.


Ever been under the influence for the first time


Everything from the past comes racing to your mind


Good, bad, which is all to life, and you begin to find


yourself in a predictment where one foot is in the present


and one is in the past


Struggle.


It's all a struggle, the mind causes you to put up a bubble.


When we think we know it all, because one did it before


we expect the next to, you see where pain and over


analysis lead you?


I wish I can say I'm not a victim


Cause if I do, then I would be lying


I've grown use to it all,


I've grown so familiar with it


pain no longer hurts, and though love trys to occupy my mind


It fails, because my mind refuses


and now you see how dangerous of a tool it is.


I was not ever weak, I've grown to become weak


And as i try to become a bit stronger


my words become faint, as I try to speak


I will not give up nor ever give in


Then I would be a failure, which shall never be a option


They'll really take advantage then


But it will stop as of now, I say my heasrt will bring it to an end


So listen and listen well


The mind is a dangerous tool, it will bring you to your hell


As long as you let it's negativity serve you well.

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

Catching Up

Well, hello there all bloggers,
I guess I been slacking on my post as well,
its been a minute, it's been a minute
Well nothing much is new with besides the fact I graduate in 2 weeks
I'll keep you all posted as much as I can, just been a little busy
Any busy person should know how that goes, busy with all this senior
buisness. Well see you all later =]