I feel like a poem

I feel like a poem,

Full of emotions colliding, to create a flawed masterpiece.


I feel like a rock, no emotion no feeling, just stone cold.


My mind, creates a tornado of thoughts, freely wandering


Free to destruct and destroy everything possible that comes in its way


Breaking down, those of the innocent and revealing those of the guilty,


And though this is a poem, can you feel me?


Im so dangerous, like the mind


Because the mind is a dangerous tool,


And though im not perfect I am still put up on a pedastool


I am a wandering pen, waiting to meet my paper, so I can free myself


Free myself from, the self destructive thoughts that over power my mellow state,


The thoughts dat causes my heart to race, yet slow down when I think of my mothers face.


You know, the thought and emotion of love, traps me in causing conflict with both


my mind & heart, making me feel incomplete when we are apart


My heart trys to keep peace, while my mind retaliates.


The further I go in, the more the walls seem to begin to collide,


& no matter how much I try, I always tend to hide.


The struggle tend to get harder and it turns into a situation of


Survival of the fittest.


I know im on someones hit list ,


Sometimes I feel myself falling further in the sand,


But its always my mom who sets out her hand, and


once again, I stand.


I feel like a poem


Full of emotions colliding to create a flawed masterpiece


But this masterpiece will not be complete


Until the death of me is reached.

What you helped me to become

I fell, no view, feeling, or sense

i opened my eyes to a dark room
cold walls and floors,
I screamed as loud as i can for as long as i can
And all i heard was echoes screaming back at me
I ran, I ran as fast as I can just to get no where
Right back in the same position, as before.
Cold room cold wall cold floors
I became so close with dark, that I no longer understood light
I gave in, I ran away to seek, what I no longer understood
And here I am now saying its all good
She gave me a hand, she gave me a shout, She turned the constant
feeling of cold inside out.
I turned my back, resisting to intake the good she could give,
not knowing its the best way to live.
I hated, i isolated,
I isolated myself from those who showed concern
I wasnt familiaR with the idea of a lesson being learned
I was on my knees, crying, begging,
And here i find myself closer to heaven
I prayed, i analyzed,
and now im thanking god, for my angel in disguise.
You helped lead, with out me even saying
& you helped me become familiar with the thought of praying.
You helped me see the light and the side of me
I havent before, So i wrote this poem to let you know
We are now ashore, no longer drowing anymore.
& im thankful, for the help advice and motivation
& For the heads up, you've become my inspiration

Its your flaws that I love

You're smile creates a world of broken promises


You're touch brings the feeling of pain

You're whisper creates a intimate hunger

& your every word creates a new world of wonder

You're laugh crawls under my skin, causing tension

But its intriguing that I love you even through all that i mention

I love your tone, it brings me to the mellow state

I love your smile, its full of flaws.

Your eyes relax upon me like the sun in the winter when im cold,

And through every flaw of yours you show our love wont ever fold

I love your whisper it clings llike the spider to the web,

Its the sheets to the bed,

and it creates every vivid and valid thought in my head.

Though its unpleasing, I find it very pleasing

Very interesting.

You got me holding on both hands,

Feet in the sand, so its easy to sink in.

You got me studying you like a mid term

You got me excited to see what i scored

So excited like a kid is when one is rewarded.

This is no rerun, this isnt recorded.

Your flaws,

Your flaws are so beautifully deminished

Like a boquet beautifully replinished

I could not ever despise you,

We learned to stick like glue,and now that i got you

I dont wanna lose you.

Love the only word thats truly emphasized throughout

So hear I am thanking you once more, for helping the negatives turn about.

& theres no obstacle or individual that can come in our way ,

Because our today is our future, which lies within tomorrow,

So heres my heart to keep, and treasure,

Cause im signing it over to you with pleasure.

& here's to your flaws and all that you become to me,

Because just like misery, happiness enjoys company.

I couldnt ever be more thankful, for you

cause ur my rare dove

And its your flaws that i Love