Something Special Someone wrote to me =]

There aree a thOusandd tearss tO a smiilee andd there are a thOusandd peOplee Outt there tO makee iitt wOrthh whiilee.



Whiilee ii wuss hOmee remmiiniisen abOutt thee tiimess iin thee pastt, everytiimee yOu wrOtee mee ii cracked a smiilee andd lauqhh =)


Love iiss sumthiinqq yOu takee yOu hOldd iin yahh heartt fOrevah nOe matter whatt thiinqqss aree thee Outt cOme. my heartt iiss chaiinedd upp w. thiiss speciiall lOckk thatt Onlyy One persOn can Open!*


ii qavee myy heartt tO manyy andd camee backk w. nuffiin iin thee endd, butt wen ii lOOk att yOu ii wunnaa fiiqhtt thiiss shiitt tiill thee endd evenn w. all siins!*


ii`vee pushedd thiinqqss iinn myy liifee becauusee ii thOuqhtt ii wuss makeiinqq shiitt riiqhtt,butt all ii diid wuss makee iitt wOrst, thenn yOu can alOnqq andd shiinedd iitt sO briiqhtt!* andd iimaa stiill keep pushiinqq because ii Onlyy thiink iitss riiqhtt, butt ii wantt yOu tO bee byy myysiidee tiill ii hiitt thee liiqhtt.


ii been iinn thee darkness fOr tO lOnqq nOww andd yOu aree my leader sO lead the wayy. tiimess aree qOiinqq tO bee hardd becausee Of thee amOuntt Of spacee.


yOu aree thee batteryy tO myy flash liiqhtt andd w. Outt yOu ii cOulddntt see. thiinqqs seemedd bluryy tO mee becausee all ii wuss seeiinqq wuss shiitt ii cOuldntt bee!*


Wenn ii Openn myy eyess ii realiizedd thatt there sOmethiinqq abOutt yOu thattss makeiinqq mee wantt yOu mOre andd mOre, andd thatt yOur kiindness. thiinqqss iinn liifee dOntt cOmee thatt easyy butt yOu camee thrOuqh myy wiindOww liikee sOmee Onee flew yOu iin andd sentt yOu tO mee andd nOww iitss thiiss bliindness thatt upOnss mee.


As tiime qOess byy andd ii walk awayy ii lOOk att yahh facee andd sayy, there iss Onlyy One thiinqq iinn
thhiiss wOrldd that ii wOUldd ask fOr andd thattss tO havee yOu andd manyy mOree.

Your loss

i forgave you even though you were a sin in disguise



I was nieve which brought me to this pain as i think of your lies


My heart was too tied up My concious thouhgt i'd see


But instead your existance just blinded me


I know they say life goes on and things happen


But how can i manage


If it was ur air that i was constantly graspin?


Keep it pushing is what they'll say


You deserve better anyway


But yet they dont understand.


When i was falling down i was grabbing your hand.


You knew but you refused to let me know


You still love me in your own way


but because the lust of another you gota let me go


Let me flow like the waves in a ocean.


You had a nigga open heart swollen


When thigns hit me i thought my air ways was closing.


Im happy though. I realized


I realized your were a ignorant bxtch in disguise


Opening my eyes from that dream i was dreaming.


So i thank you for all the pain you caused


Because now im saying Its your loss.


You'll pay the cost as karma hits you


Leaving you a mark


& by then you'll be something i forgot.
 
P.s People never realize what they got until they long gone and done moved on.