Some day I'll realize.

Chance, everyone always talks of chance including me 

If you dont take chance then one is less likely to see what could be. 

Chance, something i let slip away because instead of her 

you;re on my mind day to day.

The problem is my heart points one way 

whispering with yu is where it will stay.

Sometimes i want to go away, so you can see 

you cant always take advantage of me. 

It hurts me!

It hurts me to think about the past and we said forever we will last?

It hurts me to know that the one who loves me loves another the same way, 

but knowing this still i stay, 

and yu act as if im just some game you play

I dont want it to, but its on my mind up to this day. 

This pain is unpleasurable and I dont mean to throw it in your face 

but this shxt is something dat cant be erased.

I love you i swear i do 

its just hard to accept the fact and let it flow. 

but In my heart i know im nieve and eventually i'll just have to let you go. 


P.s sometimes the strongest thing to do is let go even if you dont want to. Like marilyn monroe said 
its better to be unhappy alone rather then unhappy with someone.