I thought i loved you,
But i think i lied.
For every time i smiled
I also cried.
You made me happy
Yet you made me sad.
Thought you were everything
But you remind me of sumone i had.
I thought you were different
But you proved me right.
You proved you're not worth the fight.
So im turning off this light and saying goodnight.
You stole the spot light
You and her came to light
dimming my light.
I thought i was ready
My heart warned me
But i followed my mind
& its your hand i cant find.
You said forever
My heart said nothing last that long
I disobeyed and like a game
I got played.
You made me want to run in my grave
At a early age.
But god sent me an angel
and i got saved
I was at the edge
Ready to jump off
Nobody would have considered
Its would be just another life loss.
I would have gave it all up
But whats anything without trust?
Back where i started
Another dead end
Look at certain faces
& I wana go further in
A detailed lie is always told
As you look further
The truth unfolds
back to where fairy tales are told,
Back to where people dont care,
Back to where I turn
And see no body there
Careless days passing
For, I am the lonely assassin
Life aint no dream
You can just depend on
You come into this world
& quickly be gone.
We are challenged
We are confused,
We are hurt,'
We are abused
Abandoned and used.
Nobody ever said
"Its going to be easy"
Life is rough, but we manage to get through
Being perfect
Is simply being imperfect.
Sometimes we feel living aint worth it'
But just know your on this earth for a purpose.
Ps. Dont let the negatives break or make you. Just let your dreams take you , and dont let no one stop you!
In the end what we regret most are the chances we never took.
& people fail to realize. Life is what yu make it and people are what yu allow them to make themselves in your life. No one has control over your life & the decisions you guarentee yourself but you. Judgement shouldnt be anything. Who's real will accept you just the way you are. simple =]-
