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Just call me Spencer. Everything on here is written by me. However I Laugh At Other People Mistakes. I Tend To Complicate The Most Simplest Things. Life Too Short So why Not Complicate Things. I may seem simple but yet im hard 2 figure out. Sucess is failure Why not turn it inside out? I give a fair fight In my book theres no reason to lose. Your failure is my success So what do you choose? POetry is what helps a flower fully bloom and develop. Its my way of spilling out emotions. I hope you enjoy my poems.

Wednesday, 29 July 2009

Relationships is what you make em.


Relationships are sometimes hard to maintain
One can be a page ahead
& there emotions aren't the same.
Those around you is who
you try to entertain
Though your relationship is hard to maintain.
Dont only observe the frame
Observe the whole picture.
They say love is pain
BUt when you become blind to what matters
You go insane because thats
When the picture can no longer fit the frame
you feel the pain,
And Have no umbrella for the rain.
Ok some have to much pride
But that dont mean cause the last did it
When yu see a rock you have to hide.
Not everyone is the same.
And as long as you two are in it together
The special bond will remain.

P.s People fail to realize a relationship is what you make it. Not others around you. Remember not everyone wants to see people happy specially when they want that one they cant have. Its what you make it real talk.

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

smile even when you dont want to

One's failure is anothers sucess
Emphasize yourself like colors
Stand out from the rest

Gloomy days turns skies gray
Cloud fade away and rain will
Hit the window

Friends, Significant others will hurt you
Decisions will leave you torn
People will lead you on
And those you thought were close to you will be gone.
There will be days you wont know what to do
But you have to smile even when you dont want to.

Grades will drop
Self esteem may too
Dont let peer pressure disguise you.
Another day you wont know what to do just
Remember smile even when you dont want to.

They'll laugh and smile in your face
Bring you memories and pain that cant be erased
You'll go through a phase
Where you dont know whether to stay
And the rain wont go away.
A phase where you dont know what to do
Just smile even when you dont want to.

P.s Never let anyone see you sweat. Thats exactly what they want.

dad you disappoint me


Dad are you leaving my life
once more
Its been months
and still no call
Did you tell me things i wanted to hear
Knowing that you really dont care?
Dad. . .
Why do you lie?
When you lie, it makes me cry
Bringing tears to my eyes.
And you didnt bother to watch me grow up
17 years and now your here?
When i needed you
you wasnt there
And now in my heart
I fear. . .
All of a sudden You reappear
Keep hurting my heart
Like its some dare.
You said you'll be there
You're a phone call away
I dont even know what to say
You kidnapped me when i was two
And still i barely even know you.
I let you get to my head
But when i look at you
It seems as if your dead.
Dad, you disappoint me. .

Saturday, 11 July 2009

Its not what you are, Its who you are.

People often stereotype against gay individuals.


I personally feel, there's bigger things and problems in life then to sit


discriminate and ridicule on those of the gay society.


Some people can have the biggest heart & get treated like a lesser due to


sexual preference and it isnt right what so ever.


Why judge on what or who they like. That does not determine or make


someone who they are. There's a big difference in heart and mind


& people find themselves in war with the mind and heart constantly.


People who are Homophoebic need to get over themselves.


& accept the fact that they cant change or tell some one how they should feel.


People judge a book by its cover but its not what you are


its who you are.


People what do you think about this?


Let me know.

Love isn't forced

If someone chooses to walk out on your life.
Let em'. People come and go when they go you have to let them go.
Love isnt forced it just flows and it isnt a phase it grows.
Love is more than caring for someone in months.
Its loving someone for a lifetime.
Its about working out the problems & have a understanding.
If you dont want to deal with that then I guess you dont want love.
And you cant work out the problems your going to wind up by yourself complaining how you cant find a love.


Ps.This was inspired by my teamate/big sister Tyler